Thursday, 30 July 2009

Her Yellow Memory

I'm not yet living in this cruel world,
When you shared to us the greatness you posses.
You signed to our history as the "Mother of Democracy"
And you showed to the world the power of unity.

I remember the times when people revolted,
Against the power of the abusive regime.
You lead the movement thru man's initiative,
And you earned support without asking for it.

You're not eye specialist but you made us see clearly.
You're not a teacher but you taught us how to speak.
You're a mother indeed 'coz you treated us like your kids.
Yet, you're a president who just righteously your her seat.

Now that a disease is losing your health,
It's not just your fight but a battle of all.
We're not leaving you as you leave your presidency
'Coz your principled acts marked up with everybody.

You're merely a symbolism of who Filipinos really are.
You are indeed a mirror of what our spire.
That's why we are praying for your sooner wellness,
'Coz you're an "Angel in Yellow" sent for our best!

Monday, 13 July 2009

walang kamatayang movie maker

haayy. . .

kelan bah matatapos tong ovie maker na toh . . porket bah ng.moviemaker ung isa movie maker na lahat. kaumay toh ahh .. kayo kaya gumawa ng tatlong movie maker in a week, ewan koh lang sau kung hindi ka maumay!!! hakhak. . hindi lang yan, mukhang may naaamoy akong movie maker na naman sa history. . tsktsk bakit kah pah kasi naimbento ee??? hakhak

help!!! ang hirap kaya gumawa lalo a kung hindikah familiar sa environment ng movie maker. . its my first time to do this. . and its very tromatic. . haha exagerated bah?? hakhak coz theres no word can describe this awful thing!!!

siguro matapos lang yng week na toh magpapakasarap na naman akoh. . lahat kasi kelangang ipasa this week . . pagsabay.sabayin daw bah??? nag-usap-usap ata ung ga prof koh ee hakhak . . kelangan daw kaming pahirapan!!! tsktsk . .

Godbless na lang sa kanila!!! Despite of this, natapos din akoh kasi tinatamad na akoh ee. . hakhak confusing bah??? tinatamad pero atapos??? tsktsk utak talaga hakhak. . gaun talaga akoh pag tinatamad, lalong ng pupursige para matapos ang lahat. . gusto koh a kasi magpahinga kaya ganun!!! hope you understand??? darama??? hakhak

ano pa ga bang hinihimutok koh e tapos na nga di bah?? well. . wala lang gusto koh lang magbuhos ng sama ng loob. . hakhak!!! epal kasi ee.. sarap kasi matulog ee hakhak. .

gheh nyt nah. . antok na akoh ee!!!

Godbless u all!!!

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

You Make Me Love You!!!

Before I make my step in the next ladder of my education, I said to myself that love and falling on it must be set aside. Why??? Coz it hurt so much. My past experience was very tremendous. My bad!!! But I think all of that was destined to swallow.

It's just a month when I saw and knew this girl. She's the first girl that smiled at me during our first day in an event. And that smile made me smiled too. That's so cute.

At first I thought it was nothing. But it suddenly changed. Till one morning came.
The day of revelation.

I woke up 4:30 in the morning, and I'm still sleepy. I was like a zombie. I went to CR then on the dining. When faced the dishes, I suddenly saw her face. I was shocked. I said to myself, "Why is that?" what does it mean? It actually awakened me and my soul.

Then after that, she kept on my mind as if she's a tattoo that I want to be with anytime. Then I ask myself, "Am I in Love? Is this love? again?"

I ask her if she have a boyfriend without knowing my intention. But actually there is no malice on that question. I just want to know coz we're friend and I don't want anybody stepped by me. She said, "she don't want commitment." Then I immediately replied "okay".

I didn't hurt on that answer or even a little. Coz there's no intention on that. Really. But as time comes, I am falling to her. And I don't want to be hurt again and again. And considering that she don't want commitment.

Now, I'm allotting space between us coz I Don't wanna hurt. I don't wanna continue this feeling coz I know she will not respond. And I hope she understands it.

I avoided this feeling as if i hated it but I lose 'coz "you make me love you"